So recently someone named Pablo Cesar found me on skype and decided to message me.  Poor Pablo C.  usually I ignore those random messages (unless it is someone with whom I can try to speak with in portuguese).  But, for whatever reason, I answer Pablo C.  He is my age and lives in Madrid.  I don´t think he was expecting what he got that night.  Lately I´ve been pretty happy about me and my life but excited, well, not so much.  I just feel like things have gotten kind of static and I´m not sure exactly what to do to jump start my engines…That night poor Pablo C got a totally Carolina emotional dumpage about how life is sort of boring and mundane and even when things are good are they really or maybe they arent and how do you know.  Poor Pablo C tried to be a sensitive listener but actually, it was quite obvious, that he was quite overwhelmed.  Pablo C told me that he felt “pequeño” next to me.  I wanted to write about Pablo C (even though he will never read this and probably doesnt even known english) to apologize.  Although, if you are one of those people who randomly messages others on skype….be careful what you wish for you just might get a whole lot more than you were expecting.